Superfluousness

I am


superfluous
[i do nothing at home]


an obstruction
[i just sit on the couch all day with me lappy]


and a HUGE distraction
[i sit in the middle of the living room, with the streamyx wire attached to my lappy placed on the coffee table in front of me, blocking everyone's way to the sofa]


in my own home.


-.-"

I'm supposed to be supporting my sister through her STPM, but from what it looks like rite now, I'm giving her more headache than assistance. I can't even compare to her friend who helps her by phone!

Sighs.. I'm such a failure. Seriously.

Maybe i shouldn't have returned. At least not at this crucial time.

If her grades drop.. I can't even imagine the hatred my sis would harbour towards me for the rest of her life. Omg...

Sorry Marge!!!!



Yeps. That's about it. Just to update you guys a bit about myself and the situation i'm in currently. Wonderful isn't it? Sighs...

Revelation

I'm in LOVE!








who?
Vincent Ooi







why?

how?

For the benefit of all my loyal readers... I shall relate the whole story (or at least the very interesting part)...


He was a new student. He transfered from University Utara M'sia at the start of Semester 2. Although we were in the same class for 4 months, we had barely knew each other till the last few days of uni.

Reasons: He didn't come on the 1st day, he always sits at the back of class while i sit nowhere at the back, i don't turn around looking for the 3rd chinese guy, he's in a different tutorial, he doesn't attend the boring computer lecture. (Hmm...thinkin back, my class had only 59 ppl, how on earth could we not have spoken to each other?? haha..)

Even though i never set eyes on him, we both already "knew" each other. He was known as "Vincent" - the new guy who got called out by my fave and most-feared lecturer on the 1st day but was absent. And I'm "Joyce" - the smart stuck-up gal. *swts*
That was our faceless identity throughout the semester.

One fine day...on 28 Mar '07, some chinese girl coursemates decided we should go out for steamboat. And to Golden BBQ it was. 12 ppl, 4 cars. One of them of cos, driven by him, the Penang guy with the biggest car. If you're thinking wat i think you're thinking.. Nope, I sat in a different car. Eventually, we met. He was sitting on one table, me the other. Can't rmb if i even said 'Hi!'. There he was, sitting next to the gal he was teased to 'like'. Couldn't cared less, i just ate and made small talk with the people on my table (people i was closer to - i'm an introvert listener =P) while avoiding squirting oil from the BBQ. Eating soon led to camera snapping. Being one of the 4 guys surrounded by 8 gals, it was inevitable that i took a group shot with him. This was the first day...

More gatherings occurred towards the end of the sem. Frens' b'day celebrations, etc... Of cos, being the unofficial "Chauffeur" a.k.a. Boss, he was never out of the picture.

3 April, we chatted for the first time. It was that incident where someone said Convent gals have a funny 'accent' (see Proud To Be). I guess that's when i started to notice, he seems like an interesting nice guy! =P

Sem 2 ended... It was time for a long holiday. He as usual, offered to send all of us gals to our desired destination - either to the apartment, the jetty or the bus stop. Like always, I was the last one to go home. Hence, I was the last one he would send off. He said every gal he gave a lift to, told him to buck up, and chase that gal he 'supposedly liked' within the next 2 months holiday. I laughed and told him likewise. I figured, what a nice a couple they would make...

Back in my favourite JB, i spent all my days on the comp surfing the net, chatting on MSN (like i've never used it before), met up with frens, took a part-time job and somehow got closer to him.

First, it was 3 messages a day. Then it became 10. Soon, it was flooding my inbox! Everytime a message arrived, a silly smile creeps up my face. Wat was a simple action, turned into a terrible addiction. MSN played a vital part too. Late nite and early morning chats took place almost every nite/day. Deep dark secrets were slowly shared bit-by-bit across the World Wide Web...

Luck hasn't always been on my side. I think it's because Fate was there.

As a result, left JB for Penang earlier than the rest on 18 June i did. Felt so miserable that my holidays were shortened all just for picking up exchange students (which btw, i only managed to pick-up 5). At the same time however, something deep down inside felt kinda happy. Was in fact comforted to know, i won't be alone on that small island in that stupid Uni...

Got arranged to stay in a hostel building all to myself. With no one for company, he became my companion. Signs were showing, yet who would have known? (see Arrival)

Semester 3 started. Everything was normal again... except it wasn't really the way it used to be. Studies were overloaded, responsibilities were pilling up. Walking around campus as i used to, didn't seem to be a wise feasible option anymore. Lousy USM bus service and the many hills made me turn to him for help...

Before long, other people began noticing. Frens would curiously ask if anything was going on. Denial was the best way to escape their constant questioning. In the back of my mind, scrambled thoughts needed straightening. But how?? This is too complicated...

Middle of the night, 14 June... a message before we end our day turned into 'the question' of the day. I was shocked. I was confused. I was petrified!

Just the day before, mum called up and asked about 'the guy' who picked me up. Reminded me with a nag, "studies comes first, relationships can wait". In my head i was silently screaming, "O-M-G... Mum, how did u know that there was something??!!".

I couldn't decide. I had to think. And so, i took forever to reply him.

Aug 25, the pivotal minute. Distance it seems, became the catalyst. One in Ipoh, the other Penang. Both connected through the MSN. He seemed restless and needed some confirmation. I thought and pondered, maybe it was a time for reaction.

I said YES. Why shouldn't we? It was after all, a rare opportunity...

He felt weird. This wasn't the way it should be. Oh, who cares? As long as we're happy.


This is the story of how we became we.


No matter how badly you want it kept, happiness should be shared. It began with my sis and now it's this. I can't say no, the whole world would know! I beg you all please, don't tell my mum this. I want to do it, once I deem fit. When the time comes for me to announce, I really hope she'll understand for once.

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YAYS!!!! I finished it! *jumps for joy*

You guys liked it? =)









PS: If you think there's something you wanna add/subtract.. pls leave a comment. Hee.. =P

Where Do I Start?

Hmmm... I wanna blog about past happenings, but i do not know where to begin!
Damn it. Shouldn't have left the blog dead for so long.

Ah... Since the sem has ended and all the exchange students are gone, it's time i reveal the identity of Chad. His identity was kept a secret because i din want mishaps to happen between him and a certain someone who's jealous of him.
hahaha... So here ladies, is the Chad look-alike:

love at first sight. oops!

after a walk in the rain



they look alike, no?

Okay, maybe there's just that slight resemblance. But what to do, he was the only one worth taking a second glance that day. Shall not say further. hee... =D

Now, wat else happened in the past 3 months??

Hmm... I think most of u know about it le.
Think i gotta rearrange my thoughts first, before i blog about it.
So for those who are not sure what i'm talking about, stay tuned to find out! =P



Spoiler: Something interesting happened! hehe...



ps: Don't be jealous k? =P

It's Gone!!!

I finally cut my hair today!!!!

After 5 months of agonizing waiting.. I finally came back to JB to cut my hair. Hahaha..

Ok, so you're thinking: Why am i such an idiot to wait for so long to cut? Why didn't i just cut in Penang?? Rite?

Hmmm.. I oso dunno why. But i think the main reason is because, cutting in JB costs me only RM 9!!! hahahaha...

Ya ya.. I'm a bloody cheapskate! So wat? =P

Anyways, i don't think cutting a RM9 or RM50 hair makes much difference. As long as the hairdresser is experienced. Wat i want, i get. Plus, my hair doesn't really listens to anybody. It's more of a rebel that follows nature. It curls and sticks out at all the wrong places! So wat's the point in spending more money? haha...

Here is my new hair...

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Wat do you think?

Just Had To

Ok guys, amidst my 'busy' schedule.. I bring to you the latest updates about myself.
I'm not dead yet as Pang thinks. So, don't start preparing to come for my funeral whatsoever k? =P

Well, i've still got one last paper to go, and then i'm on my way HOME babes!
*Sings LET ME GO HOME~!*

When i get home, i shall blog 8 days a week! I shall tell u ALL my grandmother stories from when i was itsy bitsy teeny small till i "died". Jz give me a lil' more time k?? Love u guys loads.. Can't wait to c the peeps in JB n SG!!! Also can't wait to chat 24/7 to all u out there around the world!

Gonna have French test on 16th 9am. And i'm still slacking around, hoping to start packing stuff.. jz no mood to study d la... This is so not good.. I'm so dead!

Je ne comprend pas française!!!!



ps: Dear Margie, Goodie Lucks for your STPM!!!!! Don't stress for PA k? I'll be back real soon to give u all da support. Meanwhile, u have my moral support from Pg. Love ya! =)